How many times
Have I sat exactly where I am now
Sitting cross-legged inside my own Head
Fingers curled in the sign of Ohmmmmmm.....
Hear it? Closing your eyes can help.
Rather, fingers curled under from the weight of Soul-Pain, Stress, Anxiety, a need to Exhale
Fingernail marks permanently embedded onto long Life lines.
Nope. Kumbyah is not being played on an endless soundtrack
However maybe some Hillsong, some sort of Praise and Grateful and Acknowledging lyrics
Drums and Electric guitars are there, pounding. Yes, 80's come back.
Gratefulness is forward, lean deep into it...heck, fall over into it and wallow a bit
A pathway to better looks good on everyone even if it's rocky and steep and you glisten.
Music. My favorite genre is brain-stimulating melodies that produce His Truth.
Make me dance, Lord
Reckless abandon in you
These inspirations of Truth I need to hear, I need to seek more often than I do
Rejuvenation, peace, clarity
My hands raise, fingers straighten to intertwine with His
We come once again to an understanding that He has understood me
Since the beginning of Time
While my understanding of anything is but foolish
And He loves me
None Less and Nonetheless
But more and more each day.
I cannot begin to understand His love though
Especially His Love for me
Me.
I say it. Chew it over. Let it settle in for a moment.
I like the taste and I know that I need to Let it settle in for life.
I say it over and over and over
Me. All he was, and is, and forever shall be
For Me.
All praise and Amen incessantly.
High and lifted Up.
He lifts you.
Up and up and up.
Amen.
Just me, sitting here inside my Brain while it talks and while it Listens
Wonderful brain - HOW do you do that crazy stuff
Self therapy of a nutty professor
(I know that's what you're saying, out-loud, right now).
Inside my own head, all sounds logical
Are you mature this time?
Nothing makes sense about Life so how can You? You're talking to yourself, after all.
Why not write this down? These thoughts inside your Head.
Head full of curls...starting to gray, life outside is waning on your body but inside
Life is full, abundant, ever-growing and on Fire. Pass it on. It only takes a Spark.
There's that Kumbyah....*wink*
It's been a long while.
Writing fills you up.
Why did you ever stop?
Why did I ever stop?
Fear. Expectations. Legalism. Controversy. Confrontation. Politics. Others. Timing. Strings.
Falsity. Ignorance. Willful. Sin. Questions. Endless Why's. Tears. Utter Brokenness.
Watching the world. Full of failed Christianity. Christians....SMDH. We suck.
Instead of Listening to Him. Reading Him. Watching Him.
Her Eyes were Watching God.
Watch Him. Just Watch Him. Just Wait.
Utter Amazement. A God-Thing you will See.
Faith. Growth. Love. Trust. Immaculate Father. Hallelujah.
All Failure is minuscule in comparison to Faithfulness.
Conqueror.
HE SO LOVES HIS CHILDREN
Parents - We know these depths of Human Love
We cannot even begin to understand a FatherGod depth of Love
We are but Fools
He is Faithful to sustain the Gifts he Gave. Faithful to give the thoughts, words, Love in Truth.
Failure is made obsolete with the mention of Your Name.
Revive me. The words. The drive. The courage. The fulfillment.
Make me to write with Truth in Love and Love in Truth - they exist with each other or not at all
Spend me. Make others Wealthy in Soul, that their Eyes See you, Seek you.
Quench the Thirsty tongue. Give the ability to always Speak Your Truth.
Give courage. Give Life. Fulfill dreams.
God-Things.
Do them all.
Place Gratitude within me all the Days of my Life. Remind me every sunrise and sunset.
The Give of You is Greater than The Take of the World
Amen.
